Tag Archives: unhappy

Struggling….

Posted on 09/06/2012 by ibgg

I’m struggling to concentrate on anything and everything except you.   Is it a matter of the heart wanting what it can’t have?  Or is it that while I had you I took it, took you for granted so I didn’t … Continue reading →

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Reconciliation…??

Posted on 05/10/2011 by ibgg

So after 2 nights days of Oliver leading us in reflection you’ve answered yes to the question of whether there’s any reason to fight for this marriage!!  I still don’t really believe it and I still have not heard what’s … Continue reading →

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So wrong…

Posted on 13/09/2011 by ibgg

I’ve not felt like talking to you for a while or rather to be more accurate not felt like writing to you because I’ve been talking and talking in my head and it just seems so pointless that I can’t … Continue reading →

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What happened to the talk?

Posted on 25/08/2011 by ibgg

So I was basically at peace today, just praying and asking God to prepare me for whatever it was that you said you wanted to tell me tonight.   You indicated twice that you hoped we’d be able to talk Thursday … Continue reading →

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Destroying Us

Posted on 25/07/2011 by ibgg

It’s amazing how much this hurts!!  I never thought that when this moment came it would hurt so much!  And maybe that’s a telling word, when.  Did I always think that this day would come, was it always the fear … Continue reading →

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And the Floodgates opened!

Posted on 22/07/2011 by ibgg

You didn’t miss me from the bed and come looking for me as you normally would even after a quarrel.  So I sucked up my tears and went into the room but I looked at your body lying there on … Continue reading →

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