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Category Archives: separation
Lost my cool
I still can’t talk to you. You’re here, you said to be with me, to be there for me and to work on our marriage. You said and have been saying I love you for the past few months! … Continue reading
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Mixed Emotions
The nearer it gets to your physically coming home , the more fearful and unsure I become and the more I question whether this is genuine, whethe this is just your get out of Singapore card and whether I’m just … Continue reading
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It’s actually happening!?
So much has happened over the last few months and I’ve been on that roller coaster of emotions that has had me loving you and hoping for the best and other times wishing you gone and planning how to cut … Continue reading
1987-2014 Twenty -Seven Years…
At midnight tonight that’s how long we’ve been married!!! It’s been a long hard road with the last three being the worst! One month before our 24th anniversay you decided you wanted to take a break and things just spiralled … Continue reading
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Tagged anniversary, celebration, change
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The Unknown
So I’m up after 1 pm, not an unusual thing for me these days but I’m not up in the usual way, watching tv or surfing the net, but instead trying to decide what to pack both physically and emotionally. … Continue reading
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Topsy-turvey
It’s only been three days, actually 2 since you’re here and I’ve gone through so many emotions already and in just one day I’ve been ready to ask/tell you to leave. I
Another Birthday..
So another birthday has come and gone without you here celebrating it with me. and celebrating me….!! It still seems so unbelievable to me that you’ve walked away from everything we had and refuse to listen to anything or … Continue reading
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Tagged birthday, faith, hurt, loneliness
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I can’t speak
I thought I was ready to write because I need to get the words, ideas, themes, anger, hope every conversation that has been reverberating in my head until I push it away with the TV or by focusing on the … Continue reading
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Sitting here…
I’m sitting here, trying to stop myself from thinking of you, wondering where you are, what you’re doing, how you’re doing. It’s hard not to have you here with me and it’s been even harder in the last two months … Continue reading
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Letters to My Husband 