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Topsy-turvey

It’s only been three days, actually 2 since you’re here and I’ve gone through so many emotions already and in just one day I’ve been ready to ask/tell you to leave.  I

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Struggling….

I’m struggling to concentrate on anything and everything except you.   Is it a matter of the heart wanting what it can’t have?  Or is it that while I had you I took it, took you for granted so I didn’t … Continue reading

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Really…?

There are so many things I want to say to you but for tonight, reflecting on your text earlier, I’ll just say I will no longer throw pearls before swines.   While I understand that you are in a dark place … Continue reading

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Reconciliation…??

So after 2 nights days of Oliver leading us in reflection you’ve answered yes to the question of whether there’s any reason to fight for this marriage!!  I still don’t really believe it and I still have not heard what’s … Continue reading

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So wrong…

I’ve not felt like talking to you for a while or rather to be more accurate not felt like writing to you because I’ve been talking and talking in my head and it just seems so pointless that I can’t … Continue reading

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London’s burning…

And so is my life.  Everything up in flames!!  I don’t have a husband, protector, carer, friend, lover, companion to laugh with and talk with any more.  You’ve decided you no longer want to hold me, make love to me … Continue reading

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Exposed!

So we’re coming closer to the truth now.  You’ve been insisting that you are not having an affair or been involved with anyone but I don’t know how you explain your reaction today when  I talked about my father and … Continue reading

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Who are you really and where’s my husband?

So as usual I managed to make things awkward and ensure that they wouldn’t go the way I wanted if I’d just driven myseld, You agreed to drive with Daddy and I to Leeds as I was hesitant about driving … Continue reading

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A new day but not for me…

So I finally decided to sleep on the bed, you’d gone to sleep with your head at the head of the bed as normal but facing away from my side of the bed.  Turned away from me…you’re completely turned away … Continue reading

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I Must Be Mad…

If I didn’t have the evidence myself I would think I was off my head!!!  Speaking to you at your office and the ladies in your unit, in particular the one who’s filled your eyes and even worse your heart-whether … Continue reading

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