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Silent Conversations

Posted on 16/01/2013 by ibgg

It’s been a while since I’ve written anything and I wasn’t able to finish the last letter but I’ve written to you everyday…….in my head. It’s a constant battle I fight, these silent conversations that threaten to take over my … Continue reading →

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I’m such an idiot!!!

Posted on 24/02/2012 by ibgg

I hoped or  knew deep down that a lot of the attitude and lack of friendliness and rebuffs when I tried to have a conversation  were because you were trying to harden your heart against me and deny any attraction you … Continue reading →

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Wow….!!!

Posted on 18/12/2011 by ibgg

I thought that it couldn’t get any worse, I really didn’t think it could but you’ve proved me wrong.  I still can’t believe it really.  My head feels heavy and my eyes hurt but my heart feels empty like there’s … Continue reading →

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What happened to the talk?

Posted on 25/08/2011 by ibgg

So I was basically at peace today, just praying and asking God to prepare me for whatever it was that you said you wanted to tell me tonight.   You indicated twice that you hoped we’d be able to talk Thursday … Continue reading →

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Father of Lies

Posted on 25/08/2011 by ibgg

So the lies come tumbling down, but then you continue to spin and spin them until I think you’ve managed to lie to yourself. You’ve made no effort to go to your son’s wedding and when I make the comment, … Continue reading →

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Exposed!

Posted on 07/08/2011 by ibgg

So we’re coming closer to the truth now.  You’ve been insisting that you are not having an affair or been involved with anyone but I don’t know how you explain your reaction today when  I talked about my father and … Continue reading →

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A new day but not for me…

Posted on 31/07/2011 by ibgg

So I finally decided to sleep on the bed, you’d gone to sleep with your head at the head of the bed as normal but facing away from my side of the bed.  Turned away from me…you’re completely turned away … Continue reading →

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You continue to lie

Posted on 27/07/2011 by ibgg

…and I continue to cry.   So this morning after angrily telling me to watch my language when I talked about your cheating on me and telling me how judgemental I am and I’d better stop saying things unless I had … Continue reading →

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