Category Archives: infidelity

What next?

Posted on 19/09/2014 by ibgg

Your’re coming in today and while we’ve gone the usual ups and downs in our interactions over the phone, skype, etc., you have been trying.  Praise God I have to say, you’ve tried to take on board things I mention … Continue reading →

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D-Day

Posted on 19/09/2012 by ibgg

So it has finally come…. You’ve announced that you’re leaving Thursday and i guess this is supposed to be for good.  You haven’t made any compromises that would hold out hope for a future together. Even as you’ve acknowledged that … Continue reading →

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Spineless jelly

Posted on 24/06/2012 by ibgg

I feel like such a spineless jelly!! I’m letting this affect me so much that it’s affected my performance on the course that I’m doing and this has only created a vicious cycle where I feel even worse because I’m … Continue reading →

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Day 6 of your flight ….

Posted on 05/06/2012 by ibgg

The silence is deafening. I’m walking around and doing everything normally but it feels like part of me is missing.  I’m trying to fix my mind on God my Father, Jesus my Helper and the Holy Spirit my Comforter but … Continue reading →

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Stranger

Posted on 17/03/2012 by ibgg

If it wasn’t so sad it would be a great joke.   I have kissed, sucked, nibbled, licked and touched every inch of that body for 27 years and now you’re pushing the door against me when I’m trying to give … Continue reading →

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I’m such an idiot!!!

Posted on 24/02/2012 by ibgg

I hoped or  knew deep down that a lot of the attitude and lack of friendliness and rebuffs when I tried to have a conversation  were because you were trying to harden your heart against me and deny any attraction you … Continue reading →

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Still here…no where…

Posted on 10/01/2012 by ibgg

I’ve spoken to you a thousand times in my head.  I’ve shouted and screamed and reasoned and pleaded and described and proscribed just in my head, from the fullness of my heart.  The words have sometimes echoed round and round … Continue reading →

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Wow….!!!

Posted on 18/12/2011 by ibgg

I thought that it couldn’t get any worse, I really didn’t think it could but you’ve proved me wrong.  I still can’t believe it really.  My head feels heavy and my eyes hurt but my heart feels empty like there’s … Continue reading →

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The next chapter ……or the end?

Posted on 23/10/2011 by ibgg

So you’ll be here in another 6 hours and where once I looked forward to your return with anticipation, and maybe just a little trepidation as things started getting difficult, I now just want to  make sure I’m not in … Continue reading →

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Consistently angry with me…

Posted on 12/10/2011 by ibgg

Gave in to the persistent feeling all day to call you and finally called you tonight.  You answered me but just barely,   Then you didn’t respond to my saying I didn’t know if I was to be contacting you at … Continue reading →

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